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as much as I am happy about my strength gains. I will never be what I want to be. So why am I trying?
Goal (Long):
I am really sick and tired of seeing my stomach hang in front of me, and the feeling that I am so weak for a guy my size!
I want to build strength and power and finally get rid of this stomach for good. I need this so much! I want to feel good about myself for the first time in my life!
So many see the change I have made for myself so far, but I want to feel like I have made a big change and I want people to see me and get inspired and help motivate them to be the best they can be.
As much as people tell me I am a good motivator, I don't feel it works if they are in better shape than I am, just doesnt work for me for this fat 300 pounder, trying to motivate an already buff man or woman.
I want to feel like I have made a difference in people's lives and not just a part of the background.
Why I like this video: Amy is a great friend and motivator. :-)
225lb bench
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Why I like this video: My friend Steph, continuing to get stronger and stronger. 225 pounds bench! Kick ass!
Sexy Susan Body Building 4/26/08
Played: 110
Why I like this video: My Great friend Susan at her firs Bodybuilding show, and WINNING!!! I am so very proud of her! You are so beautiful and strong Susan! :)
Hi,
Yesterday I didn't look at your new progress pictures . How much weight have you lost? I'm just amazed by you I and inspired to keep it up. Personal trainers are great I had one for a few sessions and I still use what I learned!!
You're right Brian, not with that kind of attitude! How many times have you kicked me in the butt when I've been down on myself? Consider this your kick in the pants!